Craving Closure

  • NB: Just thinking about all my friends who have vanished these last years… No one in particular. Friendships are one of the hardest things I deal with. Even friendships that ended years ago sit at the top of my mind. Moving on without an end is so difficult. I think that might be the fault of having autism.

    Craving Closure

    I often wonder why it is you disappeared
    I wish you said goodbye…
    Its hard wondering like this.

    I spend a lot of time thinking
    Wishing and in a dream…

    That I could do things over
    Just one more chance again.

    I understand though,
    It is how it is, things are how they are…
    But closure is such a blessing
    And I crave it so, so much.

    I guess all I can do
    Is try to move on…
    But do know I will always be waiting.
    Without an end things just go on and on.


    May 30th, 2017 | Matty Angel | 9 Comments |

About The Author

Matty is a 36 year old girl who is an Autistic Poet, Writer and Artist and lives alone in Christchurch New Zealand with a kitty! Matty has given many talks on autism and about being unique in a world that's often not accepting, Matty has also engaged with artist and worked on Art projects Matty usually works on an Art project at the same time as a writing one! This means posts can be a bit delayed!

9 Responses and Counting...

  • Paula Mea Niederhofer 05.30.2017

    Your thoughts really grab at my heart. ❤

  • Tater

    Marry sometimes people get caught up in the nuances of life and forget what’s really important… Family and good friends. Sometimes they just need a reminder. Thanks for the reminder!

    Love ya tater

  • Tater

    Darn autocorrect. You know I meant Matty

  • vanessa Taylor

    I love your thoughts and poems Matty, they always touch me. Closure is something we all crave but don’t always get. Thank you for sharing love Vanessa

  • vanessa Taylor

    I love your thoughts and poems Matty, they always touch me.
    Closure is something we all crave but don’t always get.

    Thank you for sharing love Vanessa

  • Kathy Hertzog

    Matty, I think we all can relate to how you’re feeling about missing friends without endings. I know I have felt that way many times. <>

  • Janelle

    I really relate to this.

  • HappyComfort

    Hope things are going well for you! I have moved but only about 25 miles from the city. I moved to farm country. I love it! I feed the horses carrots and the other animals too. It’s so much less stress here in the country! So YaY! Take care! Have a good life! 😀

  • Renate

    We meet a lot of people and sometimes we forget to keep in touch.
    Time moves by so quickly.
    We have to all slow down and take the time to remember all our friends.

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