So Very Lost (Darkish Poem)

  • NB: I am trying.

    So Very Lost

    I am lost in a daze
    Wandering my brain
    Questioning mistakes
    Feeling guilt over pain

    Time feels strange…
    Looping in unusual ways
    Fast and then slow
    With so much sorrow…

    To much changed
    To fast, to quick
    Love has been lost
    And emptiness found

    What comes next?
    Its to hard to even ponder
    But for now its loneliness
    A friend I didn’t ask for.

    I hold on to hope
    As each day goes by
    Looking for a door
    Out of the daze of my mind.


    January 4th, 2019 | Matty Angel | 1 Comment |

About The Author

Matty is a 36 year old girl who is an Autistic Poet, Writer and Artist and lives alone in Christchurch New Zealand with a kitty! Matty has given many talks on autism and about being unique in a world that's often not accepting, Matty has also engaged with artist and worked on Art projects Matty usually works on an Art project at the same time as a writing one! This means posts can be a bit delayed!

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  • Helen 01.04.2019

    A beautiful look at a dark time. hugs

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