I am Brave

  • I am Brave

    You may look at me as very strange
    But really I am very brave
    As I wear ear muffs through the mall
    While clinging to my toy who makes me strong.

    And although I am so very confused,
    Often times looking aloof…
    It doesn’t make me less than you.
    I am exactly the same you see, its true.

    Just Autism seems to be in my brain.
    Its a strange thing that I will try to explain….

    It makes the lights very loud,
    Smells as if they have magic powers,
    The Sounds they hurt my brain so much
    And the touch I feel, just tells me “ouch”

    The peoples faces that I see…
    I constantly wonder what they mean.
    Are they friendly or are they mad?
    I worry a lot as I walk my steps.

    I really hope you’re afraid
    As you look at me so very strange
    Please know that I am very brave…
    Just different… but not in a bad way.


    March 12th, 2021 | Matty Angel | 8 Comments |

About The Author

Matty is a 36 year old girl who is an Autistic Poet, Writer and Artist and lives alone in Christchurch New Zealand with a kitty! Matty has given many talks on autism and about being unique in a world that's often not accepting, Matty has also engaged with artist and worked on Art projects Matty usually works on an Art project at the same time as a writing one! This means posts can be a bit delayed!

8 Responses and Counting...

  • Helen 03.12.2021

    Yes you are very Brave. I’m so proud of you! I’m so glad you CAN go to the mall and buy the things you need to and come back home. You’re amazing.

  • It takes a lot of courage to go into uncomfortable situations. You are brave and honest and caring. Thank you for sharing <3

  • Very nice poem! Everyone is different, and sometimes people want to really focus on the negatives even if its not hurting anyone else. You be you and do what’s comfortable. You’re a strong person. 🙂

  • I love this poem. It explains very simply so I can understand a bit more about you. I’m very proud of you!

  • Hi Matty. You are brave to venture forth. Some of us, sometimes feel a small bit of what you feel. But you’re braver than us all!

  • You are the bravest person i know, Matty.

  • Bravery is not something everyone has the opportunity to be. Bravery is not being fearless, Bravery is being afraid but still doing what you have to do. You, Matty, are Strong, Brave, Fierce, and Powerful.

  • You are wonderful!

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