Asked to Stop
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Asked to Stop
I was asked to stop,
Being me in my home
It seems insignificant
But everything is broken now.My mind is going
Deep into the dark
Am I safe?
How can I tell?I have feelings of fear
They are purely Irrational
But they are there…
Lingering just out of sightI try not to act on them
Its so difficult alone,
I am clinging so desperately
To who it is I am and know.But its becoming harder,
As I watch the clock tick by
Tears fall from my face
Is this madness? I wonder…I made a decision
I will barricade my door
There are too many monsters
And I cannot hold against them allI have chosen now, my fate
To fade into dust.
Holding off all the monsters
That make me shake so much.
About The Author
Matty is a 36 year old girl who is an Autistic Poet, Writer and Artist and lives alone in Christchurch New Zealand with a kitty! Matty has given many talks on autism and about being unique in a world that's often not accepting, Matty has also engaged with artist and worked on Art projects Matty usually works on an Art project at the same time as a writing one! This means posts can be a bit delayed!
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Aw, Matty. You’re stronger than any monsters. Besides, they don’t even exist. Maybe set your mind on doing something? A new art project? Cooking a new dish? Something good to read? Hang in there!
*biggest hugs*