Its all inside my head – (Dark)
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NB: I won’t lie, things are not so good right now.
Its all inside my head
Its all inside my head
Just a giant mess
I try to block it out
But it resists all my attemptsMemories from long ago
Pain from just last week
It all feels recent now
And my eyes begin to leakI begin to ask questions
Ones that should be asked
Why do I keep going?
What reasons do I have?I try to find answers
But I feel so alone
Its just so hard to think
Its like I’m broken inside…What can heal such a hole?
As one I feel right now,
A endless pit of misery
That haunts my very soul.I am unsure
If I will find my answers
But I am still here
That must mean something…?By Matty Angel
About The Author
Matty is a 36 year old girl who is an Autistic Poet, Writer and Artist and lives alone in Christchurch New Zealand with a kitty! Matty has given many talks on autism and about being unique in a world that's often not accepting, Matty has also engaged with artist and worked on Art projects Matty usually works on an Art project at the same time as a writing one! This means posts can be a bit delayed!
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It can take time to find answers but I think you still being here does mean something. 🙂