Confusing Feelings (Very dark feelings over Body Dysmorphia)
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Confusing Feelings
I have walked a Journey
One full of darkness and pain
I thought it would be different
That I would be okay.I didn’t start this journey well
No not at all
There was a lot of tears
And loneliness as wellI have been abandoned
Over and again
I thought I was safe now
But I was wrong againI found myself some friends
Even a safe home
There is love now
But I feel I am loosing it allYou see I am trapped
Its just like back then
Only my cage now is my body
And it makes me afraid.I try to shout
Yell out for help
I call and call
But I feel alone in it allIs this my life now?
I can’t be too sure
If there is no way out…
Do I have to end it all?
About The Author
Matty is a 36 year old girl who is an Autistic Poet, Writer and Artist and lives alone in Christchurch New Zealand with a kitty! Matty has given many talks on autism and about being unique in a world that's often not accepting, Matty has also engaged with artist and worked on Art projects Matty usually works on an Art project at the same time as a writing one! This means posts can be a bit delayed!
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