Where has my hope gone?

  • NB: I am in a battle against myself… and I am trying my best to not loose.

    Where has my hope gone?

    Where has my hope gone?
    Where is my light?
    The darkness is consuming…
    And I have this feeling now,
    Of impending dread and fright.

    I miss what once was
    That certainty…
    That peace,
    The confidence it gave me
    The strength to chase dreams

    Now I am lost…
    And I don’t feel like me
    I am quite scared
    Will I find that hope again?
    Will the light find me?


    November 22nd, 2025 | Matty Angel | 1 Comment |

About The Author

Matty is a 37 year old girl who is an Autistic Poet, Writer and Artist and lives alone in Christchurch New Zealand with a kitty! Matty has given many talks on autism and about being unique in a world that's often not accepting, Matty has also engaged with artist and worked on Art projects Matty usually works on an Art project at the same time as a writing one! This means posts can be a bit delayed!

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  • Vic 11.22.2025

    *hugs*

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