Posts from the ‘Dark poems :(’ Category
NB: Had a care contract terminated… feeling very low and a bit scared about my future, since I am unsure anyone else will provide it. Abandoned again. Once again I have been abandoned The long yet short story of my life, No love or care is truly real It can vanish at any time I […]
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A name on a stone I am nothing A name on a stone Forgotten by all Who now roam I echo time To those who walk by Reminding all That time is cruel I am nothing A name on a stone Withering away In a world I don’t know…
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Inside my soul Inside my soul is a void An emptiness A hole I don’t know how to fill it To become whole once more I’m getting rather frustrated And perhaps a little mad I don’t like this version of me It’s not me at all So what do I do? How do I fix […]
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NB: I am in a battle against myself… and I am trying my best to not loose. Where has my hope gone? Where has my hope gone? Where is my light? The darkness is consuming… And I have this feeling now, Of impending dread and fright.
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The Incident It replays in my mind over and over, That threat to my safety. Those actions I took… What could I have done differently? How could I have changed it all? Change the panic I felt That Fear inside Those feelings of impending doom and dread. What could I have done? How could I […]
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Gloomy The blue skies They look rather grey, I’m a bit unsure What that means today I’m finding it hard To think about tomorrow It just feels all gloomy, Dark and horrible Time will tell If we must sell the family silver As this weather slowly spirals Into a dark grim future.
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NB: I won’t lie, things are not so good right now. Its all inside my head Its all inside my head Just a giant mess I try to block it out But it resists all my attempts Memories from long ago Pain from just last week It all feels recent now And my eyes begin […]
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PTSD I feel distorted Time not straight Nothing makes sense Its all out of place My mind jumps From here to there Its hard to think It makes me scared And I guess that’s why I struggle in life The rhythm of the world I just can’t get it right Wishing I could fit Find […]
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NB: Princess Nom Nom has cancer. When I met you When I met you I just didn’t know Our worlds you change That we would grow But here we are So many years on And your tired, I know… So I guess, What I’m trying to say Is that It’s okay You can go Just […]
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I was but a child I was but a child I did not understand But as I am now I blame myself with no end “Why did I do that? Why not this?” These thoughts of mine… They drive you mad Rest is but a dream Sleep gives no relief As you go through it […]
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