Hi there. (Important Poem, Autism, Disabilities, Special Needs)

  • NB: Wrote this for all those like me, for their parents, guardians and caregivers… because its not easy. Lately there have been news articles about parents doing horrible things to Special Needs children, teenagers and young adults… And a big concern is for them not knowing what to do or seeking help. I wrote this to try make them take that step easier in the future. I have been there and know its not easy for both the one who needs the help and the ones who are suppose to provide it. I personally believe the government needs a plan and better support for us as we age. I hope that support won’t be to far away… till its there. I just feel I have to say or do something to help. Love Matty Angel – Just a NORMAL 26 year old Autistic girl who can’t dress herself go out on her own yet… but who has been blessed with the use of words… A voice. From Christchurch New Zealand. (Autism Poem)

    Hi You

     

    Hi there.

    Hi there…
    Yes… You
    I know you probably don’t want to hear this… But…
    However… I have to say it anyway.

    Raising me won’t be easy…
    It may never stop also…
    Loving me at times might be hard,
    Yes… people will probably be mean and nasty…

    Sometimes you and I may hear things rather harsh,
    Especially when I do things you and others won’t understand…
    BUT! I will do things you will understand too! …
    Though… possibly at times unexpected and strange.

    There will be tears also,
    Also screams, anger and fear.
    I may even get violent for unexplained reasons…
    And you may wish to see into my head.

    Also… I’m sorry if I’m unable to communicate…
    In a way that you may understand
    But I promise with all my heart… I am here.
    It may seem I am locked in my own world,
    But I’m in yours too, believe me its true.

    And… yes, I will get older.
    Yes. I will age and grow up too…
    A lot of what was hard before this time may still be hard in the future.
    Please… If it becomes to much, please… please seek help.
    Don’t abandon me, give up on me, or leave me to the dark.

     


    November 12th, 2015 | Matty Angel | 7 Comments |

About The Author

Matty is a 36 year old girl who is an Autistic Poet, Writer and Artist and lives alone in Christchurch New Zealand with a kitty! Matty has given many talks on autism and about being unique in a world that's often not accepting, Matty has also engaged with artist and worked on Art projects Matty usually works on an Art project at the same time as a writing one! This means posts can be a bit delayed!

7 Responses and Counting...

  • Vanessa 11.12.2015

    Wow Matty that is one powerful piece of writing, it touched me deeply. You have wonderful gifts as well as disabilities. I hope many many eople read this and maybe learn to understand a little more. Hugs Vanessa

  • Kathy

    Matty, your poems are wonderful, powerful and touching. I’m so glad you share them with us!

  • Helen

    Nicely done, Matty. You are so good at taking all the problems you’ve had and using them to try to help other people! Hugs and <3

  • KathyZog

    Matty,
    Once again, you have brilliantly expressed so clearly and simply what you, and we, your family and friends, could experience as we grow together along our path of life as our lives intertwine. <3

  • cat

    Beautiful, Matty. An important message clearly coming from a place of wisdom and understanding, and giving valuable insight.

  • Etoile

    Very touching poem. You speak for so many and give them a voice.
    Beautiful, thoughtful and touches my heart strings. Be proud Matty.

  • Paula “Mea Andretti” Niederhofer

    This helps me remember.

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