Posts from the ‘Dark poems :(’ Category

  • Inside my soul

    Inside my soul

    March 1st, 2026 | Dark poems :(, Other Poems | Matty Angel | 2 Comments

    Inside my soul Inside my soul is a void An emptiness A hole I don’t know how to fill it To become whole once more I’m getting rather frustrated And perhaps a little mad I don’t like this version of me It’s not me at all So what do I do? How do I fix […]

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  • Where has my hope gone?

    Where has my hope gone?

    November 22nd, 2025 | Dark poems :( | Matty Angel | 1 Comment

    NB: I am in a battle against myself… and I am trying my best to not loose. Where has my hope gone? Where has my hope gone? Where is my light? The darkness is consuming… And I have this feeling now, Of impending dread and fright.

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  • The incident.

    The incident.

    January 2nd, 2025 | Dark poems :( | Matty Angel | 2 Comments

    The Incident It replays in my mind over and over, That threat to my safety. Those actions I took… What could I have done differently? How could I have changed it all? Change the panic I felt That Fear inside Those feelings of impending doom and dread. What could I have done? How could I […]

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  • Gloomy

    Gloomy

    December 28th, 2024 | Dark poems :( | Matty Angel | 1 Comment

    Gloomy The blue skies They look rather grey, I’m a bit unsure What that means today I’m finding it hard To think about tomorrow It just feels all gloomy, Dark and horrible Time will tell If we must sell the family silver As this weather slowly spirals Into a dark grim future.

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  • Its all inside my head – (Dark)

    Its all inside my head – (Dark)

    October 29th, 2024 | Dark poems :( | Matty Angel | 1 Comment

    NB: I won’t lie, things are not so good right now. Its all inside my head Its all inside my head Just a giant mess I try to block it out But it resists all my attempts Memories from long ago Pain from just last week It all feels recent now And my eyes begin […]

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  • PTSD (Re-Written) (Dark)

    PTSD (Re-Written) (Dark)

    July 14th, 2024 | Dark poems :( | Matty Angel | 2 Comments

    PTSD I feel distorted Time not straight Nothing makes sense Its all out of place My mind jumps From here to there Its hard to think It makes me scared And I guess that’s why I struggle in life The rhythm of the world I just can’t get it right Wishing I could fit Find […]

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  • When I met you

    When I met you

    June 5th, 2024 | Dark poems :( | Matty Angel | 2 Comments

    NB: Princess Nom Nom has cancer. When I met you When I met you I just didn’t know Our worlds you change That we would grow But here we are So many years on And your tired, I know… So I guess, What I’m trying to say Is that It’s okay You can go Just […]

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  • I was but a child (Warning, Dark)

    I was but a child (Warning, Dark)

    April 15th, 2024 | Dark poems :( | Matty Angel | 2 Comments

    I was but a child I was but a child I did not understand But as I am now I blame myself with no end “Why did I do that? Why not this?” These thoughts of mine… They drive you mad Rest is but a dream Sleep gives no relief As you go through it […]

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  • Too Much (Dark Poem) :(

    Too Much (Dark Poem) :(

    September 19th, 2023 | Dark poems :( | Matty Angel | 1 Comment

    I know the world keeps spinning but I feel stopped, I’m looking into darkness trying to see an out, My eyes are sore from dropping all these tears Please someone, anyone, shine a light to me. I’m not saying that I’m giving up, Just that I’m tired and this is too much.

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  • It wasn’t the grey hair. (Sad)

    It wasn’t the grey hair. (Sad)

    July 29th, 2023 | Dark poems :(, Other Poems | Matty Angel | 1 Comment

    IT WAS NOT THE GREY HAIR   Upon my head 2 Grey hairs It makes me sad But not how you expect You see they remind me Of how little time I had How short my life has been And how much pain I carry Its not the hair, No, Its time… Time is a […]

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