Posts from the ‘Dark poems :(’ Category
The Incident It replays in my mind over and over, That threat to my safety. Those actions I took… What could I have done differently? How could I have changed it all? Change the panic I felt That Fear inside Those feelings of impending doom and dread. What could I have done? How could I […]
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Gloomy The blue skies They look rather grey, I’m a bit unsure What that means today I’m finding it hard To think about tomorrow It just feels all gloomy, Dark and horrible Time will tell If we must sell the family silver As this weather slowly spirals Into a dark grim future.
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NB: I won’t lie, things are not so good right now. Its all inside my head Its all inside my head Just a giant mess I try to block it out But it resists all my attempts Memories from long ago Pain from just last week It all feels recent now And my eyes begin […]
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PTSD I feel distorted Time not straight Nothing makes sense Its all out of place My mind jumps From here to there Its hard to think It makes me scared And I guess that’s why I struggle in life The rhythm of the world I just can’t get it right Wishing I could fit Find […]
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NB: Princess Nom Nom has cancer. When I met you When I met you I just didn’t know Our worlds you change That we would grow But here we are So many years on And your tired, I know… So I guess, What I’m trying to say Is that It’s okay You can go Just […]
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I was but a child I was but a child I did not understand But as I am now I blame myself with no end “Why did I do that? Why not this?” These thoughts of mine… They drive you mad Rest is but a dream Sleep gives no relief As you go through it […]
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I know the world keeps spinning but I feel stopped, I’m looking into darkness trying to see an out, My eyes are sore from dropping all these tears Please someone, anyone, shine a light to me. I’m not saying that I’m giving up, Just that I’m tired and this is too much.
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IT WAS NOT THE GREY HAIR Upon my head 2 Grey hairs It makes me sad But not how you expect You see they remind me Of how little time I had How short my life has been And how much pain I carry Its not the hair, No, Its time… Time is a […]
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Am I Heard? Do you ever think loudly? Well I sure do, I ponder these questions But no answer will do I stay wide awake Staring at the stars Hoping deep down That something new will come. But I find myself lost Just waiting alone Wishing and dreaming For what I don’t know Perhaps I […]
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NB: thinking to much. Time is just to cruel. I wish I could understand Why time must be so cruel So many I love have faded Is that to be too? Nothing but a memory Then a whisper in the wind Slowly passing into nothing Then Forgotten, like so many others. I feel rather saddened […]
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