NB: Feeling a bit like the old me lately. I carry with me hope I carry with me hope And keep it close to my heart It helps my soul glow brightly Keeps me gentle, kind and calm. This hope lights the dark, Keeps the monsters at bay Guides me when I am lost Helps […]
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NB: I am in a battle against myself… and I am trying my best to not loose. Where has my hope gone? Where has my hope gone? Where is my light? The darkness is consuming… And I have this feeling now, Of impending dread and fright.
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NB: Dealing with changes in life. Change Before me is change A different way But change is hard, And I must be brave. But I’m scared I’m feeling afraid What if I let others down? What if I fail? I know I must try Things can’t stay the same I need to do this, So […]
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I wander in a daze Confused and afraid Very out of place In a world so changed I recognise places It appears what I know Yet the people spew hatred Anger, Vitriol What happened here? How did it come to be? Can this be fixed? Please… I want my daze to end.
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As many of you know I am a member of Jolt Dance, I wanted to share a video of me dancing in my wheelchair with Joel, August 5 2025,
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I changed my website layout 🙂 I hope it looks okay.
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My life has been very chaotic this year. I feel exhausted, like time caught up with me all at once. In the last 5 years I gained safety, made friends and despite the health decline… I thought things went okay. I regret that suicide attempt in 2022 though… Sadly in the last 12 months I […]
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Time Heals. The sorrow will heal The tears will dry The pain will ease Through the passing of time Then one day when you wake It will all feel different The hurt won’t gone… But it will feel like yesterday And slowly, slowly You will smile once again And its then that you know You […]
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Deep down I still miss you Even though its been forever, Time keeps passing The world keeps changing… But your still the same There in my memories… Its been 18 years, 8 months 28 days… Yet it was yesterday. Yesterday.
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Can a Cat Can a Cat So very Fat Wearing a hat Waiting for Pats Watch a Rat Chatting to a gnat Holding Bat While being a Brat All the while Eating bread so flat? Well the answer is Yes Because its a cat.
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