The Incident It replays in my mind over and over, That threat to my safety. Those actions I took… What could I have done differently? How could I have changed it all? Change the panic I felt That Fear inside Those feelings of impending doom and dread. What could I have done? How could I […]
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I wish I knew what I could do To show you that I love you. I sure do try As best I can But I’m unsure Just what comes next. I hope in time You will find. That I am here No matter why. Good or bad Sad or mad You will find me Just […]
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Gloomy The blue skies They look rather grey, I’m a bit unsure What that means today I’m finding it hard To think about tomorrow It just feels all gloomy, Dark and horrible Time will tell If we must sell the family silver As this weather slowly spirals Into a dark grim future.
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If we lived in a world – If we lived in a world… Where chickens were ducks Where donuts rained instead of raindrops In a world without pizza, pie and fries Where Shoes were socks And fish were dogs! One where cats were as big as a house ..Oh my goodness, just imagine their bowls! […]
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NB: I won’t lie, things are not so good right now. Its all inside my head Its all inside my head Just a giant mess I try to block it out But it resists all my attempts Memories from long ago Pain from just last week It all feels recent now And my eyes begin […]
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Asked to Stop I was asked to stop, Being me in my home It seems insignificant But everything is broken now. My mind is going Deep into the dark Am I safe? How can I tell? I have feelings of fear They are purely Irrational But they are there… Lingering just out of sight I […]
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Its often quiet In the night When all the world Sleeps so tight. That quiet can Make one think, A dangerous Journey For those like me. And in those thoughts In that dark You may find Your broken heart Shedding tears For what once was But feeling better When its all out.
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I have been hiding and not posting like I should, but I am currently battling some health issues. I am also quite broke and sad over the death of my best friend, Princess Nom Nom. You know for all my 19 to 30, I use cry over and over. I was so lonely. No one […]
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PTSD I feel distorted Time not straight Nothing makes sense Its all out of place My mind jumps From here to there Its hard to think It makes me scared And I guess that’s why I struggle in life The rhythm of the world I just can’t get it right Wishing I could fit Find […]
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NB: Princess Nom Nom has cancer. When I met you When I met you I just didn’t know Our worlds you change That we would grow But here we are So many years on And your tired, I know… So I guess, What I’m trying to say Is that It’s okay You can go Just […]
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