NB: I won’t lie, what happened to me those weeks ago still hurts and has left me feeling empty and hurt… it has left me with so many questions… and although I no longer feel bad for what happened. I guess pain takes a while to heal. I wrote this poem as my journey feels […]
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Thoughts on a recent event and a summary of my beliefs and things about me… By Matty Angel NB: Before you read this please know this is not written to hurt anyone, its just been written to help myself process something that happened in my life. I was not even intending to share it, however […]
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Hope… Hope is such a warming thing Something we cling to so much There is nothing more special in this world Than that simple feeling of hope. To lose it is to become lost Confused, unsure, scared, And when that happens… The future… Well its unknowns begin to appear Those unknowns can be terrifying Uncertainty […]
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Today is the United Nations recognized World Autism Day https://www.un.org/en/events/autismday/Â A day to highlight the need to help improve the lives of children and adults living with an Autism Spectrum Disorder In 2013 when I was 24 years old I wrote a post about patience. And a thank you to everyone in my life who has […]
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NB: Sorry everyone, just thinking to myself… putting it here for now. As I sit here staring into emptiness I am left wondering if there is a place for me in this world, I would like to hope so with this world being so big… That there would be somewhere for me to be safe. […]
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NB: Well first off I have a new computer, one not falling apart and that works amazingly so back to writing!! Second, I was asked some questions today… I think good questions. But questions that make me wish I had answers. Why? I sit here wondering, thinking, pondering Just why is it I’m this way? […]
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Hello everyone, Tonight my desktop computer died. What this means is that for some time I will be unable to write, skype and various other communications. I do have a laptop so I do still have access to the internet, but it is much harder to use than it was my old desktop. My desktop […]
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NB: A poem of an experience with a predictability overload. The predictability overload It starts off as a simple thought “Where is that thing I have, that I really want.” A picture enters my mind A clear one of where it is exactly. So I go to that location, The picture matches perfect… Except… That “thing” […]
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NB: As many of you know I am so busy! Things are happening for me so fast right now. So my writing will be slow for a while… I wrote this poem while I was thinking about everything. I am so excited… and I feel happy. Thank you everyone for your support. Off to Explore! […]
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NB: This is very special and very different but its something I have to write. Being Me – By Matty Angel Often when I ask people how I should act in certain situations so that I can make friends or be appropriate, they respond “You should just be you” - But being me seems to be the […]
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