NB: I won’t lie, things are not so good right now. Its all inside my head Its all inside my head Just a giant mess I try to block it out But it resists all my attempts Memories from long ago Pain from just last week It all feels recent now And my eyes begin […]
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Asked to Stop I was asked to stop, Being me in my home It seems insignificant But everything is broken now. My mind is going Deep into the dark Am I safe? How can I tell? I have feelings of fear They are purely Irrational But they are there… Lingering just out of sight I […]
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Its often quiet In the night When all the world Sleeps so tight. That quiet can Make one think, A dangerous Journey For those like me. And in those thoughts In that dark You may find Your broken heart Shedding tears For what once was But feeling better When its all out.
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I have been hiding and not posting like I should, but I am currently battling some health issues. I am also quite broke and sad over the death of my best friend, Princess Nom Nom. You know for all my 19 to 30, I use cry over and over. I was so lonely. No one […]
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PTSD I feel distorted Time not straight Nothing makes sense Its all out of place My mind jumps From here to there Its hard to think It makes me scared And I guess that’s why I struggle in life The rhythm of the world I just can’t get it right Wishing I could fit Find […]
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NB: Princess Nom Nom has cancer. When I met you When I met you I just didn’t know Our worlds you change That we would grow But here we are So many years on And your tired, I know… So I guess, What I’m trying to say Is that It’s okay You can go Just […]
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NB: This is one of my oldest poems/stories and I thought maybe its time to post while I am having trouble writing. How to defeat a Vampire Giraffe By Matty Angel I don’t know how, I don’t know why But strange things lurk in the night Creatures big Creatures small hedgehogs, cats and monsters of […]
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I was but a child I was but a child I did not understand But as I am now I blame myself with no end “Why did I do that? Why not this?” These thoughts of mine… They drive you mad Rest is but a dream Sleep gives no relief As you go through it […]
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Don’t look away Come now Gather here Don’t look away No matter the pain See it all Watch away For one day You will have to say “I saw it all” To stop it happening again.
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I dream, I dream, A beautiful dream So Serene Peaceful for me Forever Safe Full of Love I dream I dream I wish you could come.
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