NB: Had a care contract terminated… feeling very low and a bit scared about my future, since I am unsure anyone else will provide it. Abandoned again. Once again I have been abandoned The long yet short story of my life, No love or care is truly real It can vanish at any time I […]
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I think about those days, I think about those days, A lot more lately… The cold, The loneliness The hatred for existing. Living unseen Stepping over the drunks Hoping for food Crying a lot… Begging for help Being ignored Wandering lost Having no hope I think about those days… And they feel like yesterday Even […]
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Into the depths of the forest I roam Towards the darkness and the unknown To a place where time has slowed to a crawl And where man has no place at all. What will I find in this place untouched? Love? Despair? Hope? Fear? I am unsure, That’s why I must roam, To find the […]
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A name on a stone I am nothing A name on a stone Forgotten by all Who now roam I echo time To those who walk by Reminding all That time is cruel I am nothing A name on a stone Withering away In a world I don’t know…
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The Mirror Before my is a mirror Reflecting who I am I stare at it confused I don’t recognise whose there Its a me that’s very different One full of hope and dreams… But it makes me start to wonder Are those other “Me’s” still there? That confused terrified child That scared, alone teen The […]
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Inside my soul Inside my soul is a void An emptiness A hole I don’t know how to fill it To become whole once more I’m getting rather frustrated And perhaps a little mad I don’t like this version of me It’s not me at all So what do I do? How do I fix […]
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NB: 🙂 I like this poem Breeze When all felt difficult Overwhelming and heavy I turned to the sky And asked what to do “Just breathe” It whispered, In a blissful breeze As the sun shined brightly All seemed to ease The difficulty gone Just like the breeze
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NB: Feeling a bit like the old me lately. I carry with me hope I carry with me hope And keep it close to my heart It helps my soul glow brightly Keeps me gentle, kind and calm. This hope lights the dark, Keeps the monsters at bay Guides me when I am lost Helps […]
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NB: I am in a battle against myself… and I am trying my best to not loose. Where has my hope gone? Where has my hope gone? Where is my light? The darkness is consuming… And I have this feeling now, Of impending dread and fright.
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NB: Dealing with changes in life. Change Before me is change A different way But change is hard, And I must be brave. But I’m scared I’m feeling afraid What if I let others down? What if I fail? I know I must try Things can’t stay the same I need to do this, So […]
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