The Mirror Before my is a mirror Reflecting who I am I stare at it confused I don’t recognise whose there Its a me that’s very different One full of hope and dreams… But it makes me start to wonder Are those other “Me’s” still there? That confused terrified child That scared, alone teen The […]
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Inside my soul Inside my soul is a void An emptiness A hole I don’t know how to fill it To become whole once more I’m getting rather frustrated And perhaps a little mad I don’t like this version of me It’s not me at all So what do I do? How do I fix […]
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NB: 🙂 I like this poem Breeze When all felt difficult Overwhelming and heavy I turned to the sky And asked what to do “Just breathe” It whispered, In a blissful breeze As the sun shined brightly All seemed to ease The difficulty gone Just like the breeze
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NB: Feeling a bit like the old me lately. I carry with me hope I carry with me hope And keep it close to my heart It helps my soul glow brightly Keeps me gentle, kind and calm. This hope lights the dark, Keeps the monsters at bay Guides me when I am lost Helps […]
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NB: I am in a battle against myself… and I am trying my best to not loose. Where has my hope gone? Where has my hope gone? Where is my light? The darkness is consuming… And I have this feeling now, Of impending dread and fright.
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NB: Dealing with changes in life. Change Before me is change A different way But change is hard, And I must be brave. But I’m scared I’m feeling afraid What if I let others down? What if I fail? I know I must try Things can’t stay the same I need to do this, So […]
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I wander in a daze Confused and afraid Very out of place In a world so changed I recognise places It appears what I know Yet the people spew hatred Anger, Vitriol What happened here? How did it come to be? Can this be fixed? Please… I want my daze to end.
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As many of you know I am a member of Jolt Dance, I wanted to share a video of me dancing in my wheelchair with Joel, August 5 2025,
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I changed my website layout 🙂 I hope it looks okay.
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My life has been very chaotic this year. I feel exhausted, like time caught up with me all at once. In the last 5 years I gained safety, made friends and despite the health decline… I thought things went okay. I regret that suicide attempt in 2022 though… Sadly in the last 12 months I […]
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