Posts from the ‘Dark poems :(’ Category

  • Holding faith to my heart (poem)

    Holding faith to my heart (poem)

    May 5th, 2015 | Dark poems :(, Other Poems | Matty Angel | 4 Comments

    NB: I won’t lie, what happened to me those weeks ago still hurts and has left me feeling empty and hurt… it has left me with so many questions… and although I no longer feel bad for what happened. I guess pain takes a while to heal. I wrote this poem as my journey feels […]

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  • I feel like a problem… and I feel like I’m cursed. (Extremely long rambly rant)

    I feel like a problem… and I feel like I’m cursed. (Extremely long rambly rant)

    August 28th, 2014 | Dark poems :(, Other Writing | Matty Angel | 9 Comments

    Dear world I have never felt more like a problem than these last few days. To those that don’t know I became suicidal and was placed in a crisis home. On Thursday I was sent home… only psych emergency decided I should go see them on my way home, not at the home before I […]

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  • Not Yet (Poem)

    Not Yet (Poem)

    June 24th, 2014 | Dark poems :( | Matty Angel | 2 Comments

    NB: A bit sad… but I wrote this while I was away for some time… Its a poem from when I was feeling lost but did not want to give up. Not Yet Upon a bed Silence sings A mirror stares Is that me? I feel startled Confused and lost How is it that this came to pass? I clutch in my hands so […]

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  • Just her way (Poem)

    Just her way (Poem)

    April 7th, 2014 | Dark poems :( | Matty Angel | 3 Comments

    NB: I put this in Dark but its not a dark poem, just as a feeling that I could not place Just her way She sat on a chair Alone in the dark Waiting and waiting… But unsure for what… Hoping and wishing, Thinking in silence She prayed in her mind That there be an […]

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  • The longing (Poem)

    The longing (Poem)

    January 10th, 2014 | Dark poems :(, Other Poems | Matty Angel | 3 Comments

    NB: The title of this may change, for now its just called The Longing. The Longing Upon a day since past to time I lay upon some grass so fine The sun was smiling, so very high And the trees around stood quietly by As I looked up… to disbelief To see the clouds above […]

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  • I’m not perfect (Poem)

    I’m not perfect (Poem)

    November 13th, 2013 | Dark poems :(, Other Poems | Matty Angel | 11 Comments

    NB: I have been thinking a lot tonight and I wrote this. I’m not perfect… I make mistakes all the time, I do have regrets- They consume me sometimes. I try to be strong Brave through it all I say sorry when I can Try to accept when I’ve wronged. I do my best with […]

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  • Waiting… Waiting…

    Waiting… Waiting…

    February 20th, 2013 | Dark poems :( | Matty Angel | 3 Comments

    NB: just waiting… Waiting… Waiting…  She paced back and forward, As she looked at the time She felt nervous and afraid As anxiety shivered her body, She found a corner wall Then slouched down into a ball She took a deep breath And exhaled so slowly… She then rested her head upon her knees Keeping […]

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  • The Night of Change

    The Night of Change

    January 18th, 2013 | Dark poems :(, Other Poems | Matty Angel | 5 Comments

    NB:. I know I put it in my dark poems category but to me this poem is not dark at all… This is the most personal, most meaningful and most important poem I think I have written… in fact its not just a poem, this is a re-telling of a moment that forever changed the […]

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  • Problems (Poem)

    Problems (Poem)

    January 4th, 2013 | Dark poems :( | Matty Angel | 2 Comments

    NB: I am feeling a bit overwhelmed lately with some things going on and I wrote this and just felt I had to put it somewhere. Sorry its a bit blah. Problems My world is becoming so very dark I huddle in a corner and cling to the light I am afraid as the darkness […]

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  • Like a Ghost (Dark Poem) :(

    Like a Ghost (Dark Poem) :(

    November 9th, 2012 | Dark poems :( | Matty Angel | 2 Comments

    NB: Lots in my head lately, I don’t usually write such dark poems.  Like a Ghost (Dark Poem) I feel like a ghost sometimes An unimportant problem, Just another name… a number Lost in a sea of paper. I feel so lonely… Even though people are around me, Swallowed up by a system… That creates fear […]

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